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[Aug. 1st, 2006|07:27 pm] |
ATONEMENT: noun
[1] Amends or reparation made for an injury or wrong; expiation.
[2] (a)Reconciliation or an instance of reconciliation between God and humans.
(b)Atonement Christianity. The reconciliation of God and humans brought about by the redemptive life and death of Jesus.
[3] Obsolete. Reconciliation; concord.
Is this what you want? |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
W O W
I ' M
D U M B .
A L W A Y S T A K E S M E A W H I L E T O R E A L I Z E I T T H O U G H .
&it'sawrap. |
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| you're so lucky, lucky, lucky! |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|09:27 pm] |
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*epiphany*
Why the hell is it always my fault?
WHY CAN'T IT BE YOURS EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE?
Haha my happiness levels increased a bit there.
lmfao sometimes I crack myself up with things I never say.
I guess this ends our conversation
because you really can't have one when only one person is talking.
School of Thought to Abide by:
"lol" IS NOT A PUNCUATION MARK. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2006|07:40 pm] |
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I wanted to go to the fair tonight but I'm sick. =(
This is weird, last time I got sick like this (high fever and everything) was about 2 months ago.... it just seems pretty close together. x__x
I have weird dreams when I'm sick.
I've slept all afternoon and yesterday I slept all evening so I've really gotten a lot of sleep today.... but I still want more sleep.
Okay, time to drag my germy self back to bed.
♥ to everyone... hope you all had fun at the fair!! or whatever else you may be doing tonight. =) |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|09:48 pm] |
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I ran around aimlessly today at track practice. This only furthur proves Kelsie's point that I am an aimless person. Track practice- er, conditioning, that is- was so much fun today. I can already tell I'm going to have an awesome time running track. =)
There was yet another moment of Darcy profound-ness today:
Alex: What did the Loyalists do after the [Revolutionary] War?
Darcy: Well, they left..... or they.... stayed
Alex: *bursts into fit of hysterical laughter*
Darcy: *realizes the stupidity of that statement*
Damn, why do I only realize how dumb I sound after I open my mouth?
Seriously. Oh well, laughing at myself made History much better.
And my history will project will so pwn yours.
lololol I think I'll get started on it right now....
Actually maybe I'll just turn it in for some E.C.?
Because if it all works out right it will be fucking hilarious but not exactly an artifact, haha.
Yay.
I'm excited.
RANT OF THE DAY:
Do you even believe the words spilling from your mouth?
It's a nice idea, sure... but could you please face reality?
It's not like that.
At all.
You can candycoat it all you please but you can't hide the truth.
And while the truth really does, in this case, hurt...
It's lessened by my anger that you refuse to accept what's really there.
You can talk all you want
but if nothing changes
how much is it worth?
k I'm finished.
=) |
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[Jan. 16th, 2006|12:45 pm] |
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This weekend was awesome except for a few things that kept creeping up in the back of my mind and those things kind of sucked but oh well.
It was still a 85% kick-ass weekend.
I'll update with pictures later when Kelsie sends me them.
There are some really good ones.
(such as being crushed by a giant shoe)
Harold and Maude
^ c'est un tres bon film.
even though it's a very dark comedy.
Best part ever:
"I'M GOING TO KILL HER!"
*picks up Peace sign and chases Maude*
Cat Stevens has very good music.
They really should compile the soundtrack to Harold and Maude.
Oh I got a Franz Ferdinand shirt this weekend. It's pretty awesome.
THOUGHT OF THE DAY:
I'm probably the only one with a realistic outlook.
but who knows.
I could be wrong.
SONG OF THE DAY:
Take Me Out- Franz Ferdinand
QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"I feel SCANDALOUS!"
Edit:
I tired of giving a shit.
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
Do whatever the hell you want.
GOD that was liberating.
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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I don't know why I've felt so on edge lately.
I completely lost it on my dad (and then he made fun of me because my mascara was running... I really ought to get some waterproof stuff....)
(I mean it's not like it's totally my fault but I did overreact.)
Anyway I apologize if my behavior made anyone =( instead of =) or =D
(emoticons!!)
I'm happy for everyone.
=)
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|09:03 pm] |
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I went with my mom and my sister to see my grandma at the hospital today.
She looked so.... small. And frail.
I sat next to her and held her hand.
And tried not to cry.
Because it seems inevitable that she's going to die.
I've never been especially close to my grandma, but I love her...
And no one close to me has ever died.
I've only been to one funeral in my life, when I was about 5, for someone who wasn't even related to me.
I don't want her to die, but at the same time, she's so bad.
She has fluid in her lungs, she's got dementia.
She is confused and extremely depressed.
She's 88 years old.
For the past 5 or 6 years she's been like this....
health problems, in and out of the hospital,
depression....
At this point I think death would be a relief
after seeing her quality of life deteriorate so much.
I think I'll be okay when she's gone,
I think I've been preparing myself for this for the past 3 years or so.
All the same....
seeing her in the hospital
depresses the hell out of me.
On the brighter side, Amy got accepted into Stetson.
Yay!
She's really happy about it and I'm happy for her.
I'm glad she got into that college since I know she really wants to go.
The admissions envelope was really skinny... at first I thought it was a rejection letter and I was mentally bracing myself for the tears- and then she opened it up and screamed "I GOT IN!"
So yeah, go Amy.
lolz
I'm finshed.
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|08:30 pm] |
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I think my point of view is broken.
I forgot to mention, I got my PSAT scores back today. I am very happy with them, and my essay score.
It definitely made my day.
(Until I got home, showed my mom my scores and she said "Good" and then about 10 minutes later said "I guess that's good for a sophmore" and I was kind of annoyed.... but... whatever.)
(It's not like I do well on these sorts of things for her, I do well on them because it makes me feel good about myself)
I also forgot to mention (to those of you who know him) that I saw Brad today, when he pulled up to the bus stop where I was waiting for Abby because she dropped her phone. I didn't recognize him at first... I felt really stupid when he drove away because the second he moved away I realized it was Brad, duh! and waved... and then Abby was pissed that he didn't drive us home, lol. If he had given us a ride then I could have avoided that iritating dog....
Anyway, check out my background if you haven't already.
♥ love you all |
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| NEW LAYOUT |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|05:51 pm] |
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NEW LAYOUT.
COMMENTS = ♥
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|03:37 pm] |
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Why is it that I only see weird shit when I'm with Libby? I still can't believe that girl today... that was just gross.... =P
Worst image ever:
ANYONE having an affair with Mme Vensel
That's just wrong. But, I'll admit, that conversation between lunch and math today cracked me up.
Can't wait till psychology tomorrow. I love that class!
Natalie said she can give me rides so it looks as if I'll be able to do track!
LAUREN, when does track start? I know that there's conditioning now.... but Natalie wants to know because she's got the play right now and she doesn't want to miss too much. Anyway, I'll talk to you about it tomorrow if I remember- if I don't you have to remind me!
Biology today, parts of it greatly amused me. lolz
There's this really annonying little dog that lives on the street behind my house, and even though it's pretty small it barks a lot and kind of freaks me out because it wanders around the street with no owner in sight and I'm afraid it's going to bite me.
GOOD LUCK AT A-TEAM! GO SOUTHEAST!
THOUGHT OF THE DAY:
It's odd how I go from subject to subject....
SONG OF THE DAY:
The Shower Scene |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|07:40 pm] |
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I don't know what's the matter with me lately, I've just been hurting people left and right and making a mess in general.
I apologize very much if I made you cry or feel bad about yourself because I've just been stupid and self-absorbed lately and I'm going to make that change.
I think that when it comes down to it, what's at the bottom of everything is that I am afraid of change.
I don't want my little group of friends to change, I don't like people pairing off.... it makes me feel left out and alone.
But I'm just being stupid & like I said I'm going to make that change- it's all in my head. There isn't anything for me to be worrying about anyway, right? Seriously.
I make such a big deal out of NOTHING.
Anyway, I <3 you all.
& if you're still working on that damn history essay.... yeah, you're right, it IS a fucking retarded assignment that only serves to teach you how to edit and condense bullshit down to 250 words or one page, whichever comes first. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2006|09:05 pm] |
I walked past the mirror and caught a glimpse of my face
the only thing I noticed were my eyes
and how sad they were. |
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